by Orla Farrell
As though in me lay a bud waiting to open, 
I want to nurture my becoming. 
Tightly bound, 
outer casing neatly holding the unfurled blossom of me. 
Soft and packed petals 
awaiting the warmth of spring. 
Only then, 
When storms have passed 
and frozen ground is in thaw. 
As darkness opens 
to the new light arriving. 
Yes, only then, 
gently caressed by 
warm kisses of a moist breeze 
and soft droplets of spring showers. 
Only then, 
Holding’s 
grip 
loosens, 
trusting warmth to safely nestle 
this precious new flowering in 
its gentle open palm. 
In wonder and awe 
I feast then, 
on the delicate beauty of my very own expression. 
As shyly, 
it nudges its way into being again 
and 
again 
and 
again.......... 
Orla Farrell 
In memory of K.A. – a beautiful expression of life, who lost her way.
IAHIP 2021 - INSIDE OUT 93 - Spring 2021