Anger Related to Pre-Conceptlon, Conception and the Pre
 and Perinatal Period

Further Developments in Pre and Perinatal Psychotherapy – Incorporating Primal Integration and Regression Therapy


Shirley A Ward


What is Anger?


Anger is an honest, normal feeling. We all experience anger – it can be healthy, 
creative and freeing or unhealthy, silent, destructive and binding. It can be positive
 or negative anger within our personality. It is what we actually do with these
 feelings; whether we can accept them, and deal with them that causes all the 
trouble.


Repressed Emotions


To speak specifically about anger as an isolated emotion is difficult. In regression
 work one emotion rarely stands alone. There are four pure primal feelings, longing
 the craving for the fulfilment of unmet needs such as love; terror, the extreme fear 
or dread of not being fulfilled; joy, the intense feelings of happiness and pleasure;
 and rage the overwhelming angry passion directed at those who have not fulfilled 
the child’s needs. It is important to be aware of, and clarify, these feelings during 
regression work in order to specifically place the emotion of anger in its rightful
 place.
The following diagram (after Broder 1976) may help to clarify this:

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Our Research in the Last Decade on Anger


We have found in our work, based on the hypotheses of Dr Frank Lake, that anger 
may be stimulated by fear or terror, resentment or bitterness and lead into panic,
 grief, shame and desperation. We live in a violent age, where rape, murder, joy
 riding and road rage are everyday events. Lake was a man ahead of his time. He
 made connections between the negative umbilical input of the first trimester and 
that the anger and rage experienced here may push a person violently into ripping
 out trees, slashing tyres, football violence, revenge killings and other murderous
 atrocities.

Throughout the last decades many researchers. Lake, Lloyd de Mause, Leboyer, 
Verny, Chamberlain to name but a few, and we also in our work at Amethyst, have 
found that the out of control anger and violence being perpetrated on a personal and
 global level today may be an off loading of the violence experienced in traumatic 
births and violent and abusive pregnancies. Whatever we may think of this, 
people’s anger has deep roots and a current conflict is usually a trigger for a 
reservoir of buried emotion.

Working in regressive states, whether it be Primal Integration and Regression
 Therapy, Holotropic Breathwork or Pre and Perinatal Psychotherapy, can offer new
 light, new insights and new hope on the nature of aggression, anger and violence. 
Grof (1998) states that according to these insights, aggression is not something that
 reflects our true nature but rather a screen that separates us from it. Hopefully 
through deep experiential work reaching pre and perinatal and transpersonal levels, 
anger, in whatever form, can be safely expressed, worked through and transformed.

Pre Conception

In our most recent research we believe that very early parenting begins before
 conception. If our discoveries and experiences in Pre and Perinatal Psychotherapy 
are to be taken seriously then the state of the parents to be, is of immense
 importance to the well being of the new individual to be conceived. If we are
 affected in infancy, childhood and adulthood by the positive and negative situations
 in our life – then it appears from regression work that the sexual act between our
 parents, in whatever emotions or non-emotions we were conceived, will affect our 
coming into being. Anger does not appear to be a rare negative emotion in this
 respect.

The Four Levels of Response by Baby to Mother and Father’s Situation


Lake emphasised four levels of responses by the baby in utero and also in birth -
 we have taken these back to pre-conception and conception relating to the 
emotional state of the parents to be and the situation awaiting the incoming soul.

Level One is Ideally Good where all is well in the respective parents to be there is 
no stress, there is passionate lovemaking and a real focus of wanting a baby. It is 
interesting to note that rarely, if any, people who may have experienced this blissful
 situation before conception, actually appear in therapy.

Level Two is Bearing and Coping and ‘mild’ anger may be present if a ‘tired’ sperm 
and ‘fairly’ reluctant ovum find it difficult to fertilise in a lethargic or ‘can’t be 
bothered’ environment – but it is ‘good enough’ and self confidence is present.

Level Three is in Total Opposition – where there is no desire to conceive a child.
 Here the anger and terror may be paramount in the mother or father. It is a bad
 place, no preparation for conception, which will in turn attract rejection and 
hostility toward a new individual.

Level Four is what Pavlov called Transmarginal Stress. It is here where before
 conception there are overwhelming feelings of badness and bitterness relating to
 possible lust, anger, rape and drunkenness. Here is beyond the margin, stress
 beyond bearing – everything to do with fighting has become too painful to look at.
 Here is the root of the most determined refusal to seek life or let oneself be loved.
 It is from the experiences of levels three and four that many angry situations arise.


Imprinting. The word imprinting is used to describe rapid learning in situations 
of extreme urgency or trauma.

Pre-Conception Imprinting or Life Scripts


We have, through visualisation, artwork, regression and primal work been able to 
help hundreds of clients ‘tune in’ to the emotional state of their mothers and fathers
 before conception. Our clinical evidence of some memories that go back before
 conception include statements and insights of anger. For example:

‘I feel I’m one of my father’s seeds, a sperm. It seems angry.’ ‘I can feel my 
father’s energy – he’s angry. It goes through every cell of him’. ‘My mother 
is raging with my father. She’s also terrified.’ ‘She’s very frightened but I can 
feel her anger with him.’ ‘She is frightened of his violence.’


To a pioneering minority (Baker 1986) parenting begins before conception because 
they consider it a spiritual process about which they want to be conscious. They
 may also appreciate that their own health, habits and environment will determine 
the quality of their conception and they know their efforts at ‘quality control’ can
 spare their baby from a lifetime of violence, sickness and possible handicap.

In 1982, just before he died, Frank Lake wrote in his last research work, that in
 response to the suggestion in his visualisation to clients, that ‘positive’ or even 
’ideal emotions’ were present in mother before conception – that this led to the most 
violent expressions of the contrary sort. He believed that the sad recognition had to 
be admitted that this was a conception that was going to be totally without love, 
totally not planned for, and a meaningless nuisance they would not want to
 recognise when it made its presence known.

Conception

From our experience conception is the first bridge to a new dimension.
 Documented evidence from workshop participants and clients clearly shows it is the transformation from a spiritual being into a physical body. There is often a great 
resistance to want to come into a physical body and a great sadness or rage at 
having lost the freedom of spirit in some way.

Conception Imprinting


Many of the feelings experienced through visualisation etc come through the 
feelings of being the ovum or the sperm, and what happens as they meet and 
fertilise. The anger, rage, violence and outrage that unwanted conceptions relive in
regression together with the fear of rejection is also a very frequent part of their 
personality in adult life and is projected on many people and ‘rejection felt ‘
situations in life. It is such a painful place to live from – to feel rejected in a group
 or a family; it may turn inwards into great internal anger becoming a passive anger 
that eventually violates the body and causes sickness.

‘It was a violent scene. They physically enjoyed it but the sperm is an 
onslaught. The ovum was emotionally raped.’

‘I’m really angry. My conception was an accident and I’ve had accidents 
ever since. I battle with my mother continually.’


’It’s all very difficult. The sperm is full of life, it’s energetic and playful. It
 wants to connect. It wants to penetrate the ovum. It wants to connect. The
 ovum is so rigid. It’s so resistant. It’s a huge struggle for the sperm to get in. 
It’s raging. But it got in at last. The ovum is overwhelmed. The sperm has
 lost its energy. I’m so angry it was all so difficult.’


’They didn’t mean to conceive me. I’m cross with them. I’m cross with you
 cross you’re cross with me – and I’m not going to be what you want (a boy) 
I have to be rebellious to keep myself separate.’


These images and metaphors give clues to the nature and events surrounding
 conception. To some they may appear unbelievable, but they are real and may
 describe actual symptoms and be the hidden, deeply rooted problems that
 perpetuate angry, violent behaviour patterns later.

Fallopian Tube Travel


Many people experience blastocystic bliss in this phase. Fear and anger may
 combine if the fertilised ovum travelling down the fallopian tube is immobilised or
 obstructed in any way. These primal scripts may come out as: –


’It’s so difficult and laborious.’ Obstructions, tightness and difficulty seem to 
cause anger in not being able to move forward at the speed the fertilised
 ovum wants. ‘I can’t move forward. I’m stuck.’ ‘I can feel myself getting 
angry but I’m also terrified.’ ‘I sense such a huge resistance. I’m angry and
 frustrated at being blocked.’ ‘I can’t get through this’. ‘It’s not flowing.’


Fallopian tube travel is synonymous with birth canal travel. The participant
 always knows the place.

Implantation in the Uterus Wall

Implantation is the first time we connect physically with mother. As in the fusion 
of the sperm and ovum the fertilised ovum may find a resistant uterine wall.
 Implantation actually does involve fingerlike projections of foetal tissue that take
 root in the wall of the uterus. Noble (1993). The way in which the fertilised ovum 
is received may bring scripts implying anger and terror and fear of annihilation.

‘Why can’t I get in?’ ‘I can ‘t find a place to be.’ ‘Don’t mess with me – I’m
 here.’ ‘Out of one bloody mess into another.’ Let me be.’ ‘I’m not going to 
make it.’ ‘Why does it have to be so hard to find a comfortable place?’ ‘Why
 can’t I find a safe place?’


When Mother Finds Out She Is Pregnant


Mother’s reaction to her pregnancy can have a great effect on the new human
 organism. The terror is a direct result of what Frank Lake calls transmarginal stress.
 When mother is frightened or angry it’s like a fire siren or security alarm going off.
 It reverberates right through the foetus. Revulsion turns inwards and becomes a
 profound and permanent sense of worthlessness and a very deep anger towards
 parents, people and life itself.

‘No one wants me.’  ‘I’m not wanted.’ ‘I want some recognition.‘ When associated
 with mother not finding out for months there may be enormous fury with mother:

‘I’m cross. Nobody notices me. They don’t know I’m here.’ ‘I’m a bit peeved 
she doesn’t know I’m here after five months.’ ‘She doesn’t want me. I feel
 guilty about being here and I’m angry. I have a right to be here.’


Attempted Abortion Or Near Spontaneous Abortion


The implications for survivors of attempted abortion or near spontaneous abortion,
 including near accidental miscarriage, is horrifically stressful. The foetus, as we
 have learned from the reliving of attempted and failed abortions, knows that its
 presence is resented and its life in danger. It relives its own near murder, terror of
 death, with quite astounding accuracy. The enormous feelings of rejection and the
 murderous rage surrounding its own near annihilation throughout adult life are a
 serious and misunderstood affliction for many who have survived this horror.

‘You are killing me. I will kill you.’ ‘If you don’t want me I’ll kill you first.’
 ‘This is outrageous.’


Maternal Foetal Distress Syndrome or Negative Umbilical Affect


Over thirty years ago Lake explored Mott’s (1965) revival of a term first used
 centuries before -‘umbilical affect’. This denotes the feeling state of the foetus as 
brought about by blood circulating through the umbilical vein from the mother.
 There are now many scientific research studies producing possible evidence as to 
why this happens – e.g. Candace Pert and her studies of neuropeptides and their 
receptors as the biochemical correlates of emotions. Movers (1993)

Continuing Lake’s research we have confirmed that this is the predominant 
mechanism by which the positive or negative feelings of the mother from her life
 situations and her personal reactions to them are transmitted to the foetus. So when 
mother is angry or terrified any time throughout the nine months of her pregnancy,
 the unborn baby is invaded by these feelings and every cell of the unborn is 
marinated and informed of the emotional crisis. The unborn’s own emotions and
 reactions to the crisis are present. This does appear to be the source of many of the
 adverse, angry feelings felt by us in later life, whether as children or adults.

Inter-uterine Imprinting


Some of the many incidents involving anger, rage, violence and other adverse
 emotions whether experienced internally or externally by the mother are
 documented from our research: –

The Use of Cigarettes, Drugs, Alcohol and Anaesthesia During Pregnancy


Smoking provokes real anger in the unborn; mothers who smoke will send their 
babies into respiratory distress, Noble (1993) observed with ultrasound. In real 
anger: – ‘Stop smoking – you are killing me. My brain is splitting. It’s split down the 
middle. The smell is smoky. It’s going into my brain. I’m brainless.’ ‘You stupid 
bitch. Stop smoking. You are going to kill me. I’m not going to let you make me sick.
 My head is crazy.‘ Irving Neto and Verny 1992, in their research found that a fear 
of losing (one’s) temper was more often reported by those whose mothers smoked 
cigarettes (30%) than those whose mothers did not smoke (24%) during pregnancy. 
A fear of becoming violent and destructive was reported by those whose mothers
 used cigarettes (25%) marijuana (44%) or alcohol (34%) than by those whose
 mother did not use these agents. Irving Neto 1992 found in his research that there 
was a significant relationship between maternal stress and anger.

External Anger and Abuse


External anger is experienced by the foetus and is a tragic, horrific reliving by an 
adult in regression. The helpless foetus is marinated in the external anger and rage
 of the perpetrator and the responses of mother to be: – ‘He’s hitting my mammy. I’m 
inside and I can feel him hitting her. I’m raging. He still has the power to hurt me.’
 This type of event may lead to countless examples of anger and terror in adult 
behaviour.

The Silent Anger


Much of the violence which takes place in utero is the silent invisible type; 
Chamberlain (1998) the injuries cannot be discovered until much later. Babies are 
trying to alert us to this damage but we are slow in learning. It is often stated that 
silent, passive anger is the killer. Anger may be a protection to the truth, it may
 disempower – until it finds its roots and the truth and empowerment are realised.
 ‘Anger covers up pain, despair and sadness because it shouldn’t be like this.’ ‘I 
can’t get angry with people or tell them how they affect me.’ The link between 
depression and frozen anger is evident from our work and requires a much wider documentation than can be given here. There may he a strong link between some
 forms of lifetime depression and the silent, unexpressible anger from the womb -
 as the blocked and retroflected rage at having to take in so much badness along 
with the good. The pain feeds the rage.

Anger With Amniocentesis

Chamberlain (1998) states that now amniocentesis is common, babies in the womb
 frequently confront a needle entering their private domain. From ultrasound studies 
lanniruberto and Tajani (1981) show that babies react fearfully, defensively and
 sometimes aggressively. Chamberlain relates an acquaintance’s story of her 
experience during amniocentesis. Her husband, the doctor and the ultrasound
 technician all saw little unborn Claire bat the needle. The technician said, “Take it
 out!” When the doctor reinserted the needle, the foetus again attacked it, forcing 
the doctor to remove the needle. The husband and doctor were in a nervous sweat.
 The doctor said he had never seen a baby bat a needle before. Who wouldn’t be
 angry at this intrusion!

The Displacement of Maternal Foetal Distress – Specifically Anger -
 Which May Lead to Personality Disorders and Physical Illness


Our experience of spending thousands of hours with those re-living the effects of
 maternal foetal distress gives us significant evidence, as Lake before had found,
 that affliction can activate a mechanism causing a ‘murderous splitting’. The foetal
 victim displaces the anger and other emotions throughout the body in a severe
 overwhelming fashion. This displacement, localisation and disposal of negative
 umbilical affect appears to give rise to mental anguish in the roots of the schizoid,
 paranoid and hysterical personality disorders.

The Birth Trauma

It is a widely accepted psychological principle that pain produces anger and since
 even the best births involve some pain it is inevitable that all of us are left with a 
subconscious residue of primal anger. (Verny 1981) Numerous clinicians from 
various approaches have observed the imprints of birth trauma in the psychological 
dysfunction of their clients. Anger is one of the many feelings left over from the 
turmoil of birth and it can disempower us from before birth – and we may respond
 in anger as children and adults.

Lake (1981) emphasises that the rage of the baby can rise to murderous heights as 
it struggles to survive against what feel like murderous pressures, with totally
 unreasonable demands, as it tries to get out. It is infuriated at being pushed out at
 the same time as being held in tighter than ever, with no instructions as to which
 way to turn. This may well lead to misperception, irrational deskilled responses and 
highly emotional violence, controlled or expressed. This knowledge is vital for
 counselling.

Acting Out Birth Trauma.

In the acting out of birth trauma, angry, aggressive, driving behaviour that gets 
some babies out of the birth canal may cause a person to die prematurely from overwork or make personal relationships very difficult. This may now be seen as 
a fractal or rhythm or pattern from conception. For example: – Violent behaviour 
of adolescent youths may arise from the invasive birth trauma, or the invasive 
violence which penetrated the foetus in the womb, or the violent penis which
 penetrated the womb in rape and invasion or the ‘violent’ sperm invading the 
unreceptive ovum.

Cord Difficulties Including the Cord Round the Neck

Anything that jeopardises foetal life – like a tight cord entangled round the unborn’s
 body or a tight cord round the neck would imperil life. Imprinting scripts are: – I 
can’t do it unless the cord somehow moves. I’m stuck. It’s going to be a long birth 
- and that will annoy me. Nobody is helping me. I am really angry.’ ‘Why don’t they 
notice? I could get strangled. I am very angry. It’s too dangerous. I’m angry – and 
there’s no room. I’ll die of strangulation. The cords round my neck and I’ll die 
slowly but nobody knows and nobody cares. I’m angry. There’s still a cord between 
us. I can’t cut the cord. My relationship with my mother is strangling me. I’m
 furious. I always hurt women.’


Cord Work With Different Sets of Twins.


A second twin – ‘I feel angry. I’m getting claustrophobic. Get off! He’s got me all 
knotted up. The cord is round his neck. Watch out for the anger. It’s murderous.
 He’s hurting me.’


A first twin – ‘The cords are all twisted. He’s stopping me doing anything. Why 
should you get out first! I’m first. Get out of my way. What’s he doing? We’re both
 trying to get out together.’


Another first twin – ‘We’re tangled up. I’m being held back. I can’t re-enact the
 violence. It’s too much. I’m stuck in fury. I have been born in fury with the fear of 
violence.’


Twins Boxing in the Womb


Ultrasound is also revealing the hidden life of twins in utero. Chamberlain (1998)
 reports that by 20 weeks twins manifest a range of behaviours from affection to
 aggression. Observers have reported twins hitting each other. At 24 weeks
 monoamniotic twins were filmed having a boxing match with repeated rounds of a
 few minutes each – one would strike with his hand and the other would strike back 
Lanniruberto and Tajani (1981) They also filmed twins in different amniotic sacs 
hitting each other by pushing the dividing membrane.

Near Caesarian Birth


An imprinting was angrily, ‘Cut her! Cut her? If they cut her open I could get out.
 Nothing will ever match that fight. Cut her! Cut her!’

Caesarian Birth

It is ironic that disciples of Rank proposed that all children should be born by caesarian section to eliminate birth trauma. Jane English (1985) describes caesarian births as not being limited in time to the removal of the baby from the
 mother but it continues for years – caesarians appear ‘unborn’, their births are still in process. ‘I was ripped out.’ ‘felt cheated, angry and not really here.’ ‘I really
 was raging – I could have done it myself’
.’

Breech


A breech birth is violence in the womb and the breech born often becomes the 
victim. In absolute fury, ‘There’s no way out. I’m squashed and choking and
 furious. I’ll get out if it kills her – its me or her. Why isn’t she pushing? I’m furious.’ 
Absolute terror and rage, ‘I can’t get out.’ They are killing me.’ ‘I don’t know what
 I am supposed to be doing. It is so violent. They are pulling me out by my feet’ ‘I 
get into situations I can’t get out of. I just stay and get more and more depressed. 
There is a lot of sadness and anger.’


Forceps

The medical intervention of the forceps provokes a murderous rage within the 
baby, concealed often for many years into adulthood. An adult born into severe 
forceps contraction delivery is pushed too soon into something they are not ready
 for and it may cause severe depression, with underlying murderous rage. Some 
have periods of being pushed ‘over the edge’ and others may become hospitalised. 
‘Let me out. There’s no way out. Get out of my way. Don’t tell me how to do it. I’ll 
do it my way. You are all incompetent. I’ll do it myself.’ ‘I’ll kill her.’ ‘I really felt the 
forceps today at work. They were all so incompetent – I could have happily thrown 
them all out of the window.’


Premature Babies


Chamberlain (1998) states that babies tell us the premature nursery is a theatre of 
violence. Babies arriving early find themselves in a surreal environment of needles,
 lights, incubators and monitors designed for physical life support, but not for 
emotional life support. Designed in 1967 these nurseries were not expecting babies 
to have thoughts, feelings, or perception of pain.

In adult regression work most of our premature babies have been put into an 
incubator – this means that they also need to be re-born out of the incubator to 
dissipate the anger. Angrily ‘I am here. I need you. I need to be touched. Pick me
 up and hold me. I feel Mammy is angry with me. When she is angry with me I
 always end up feeling I can’t move. I want to get out of here. Out! Out! Please open
 the door. I want my own space.’

Adoption

As Nancy Verrier points out it is difficult to face the fact that every adopted child
 has suffered a devastating loss. This denial by some ‘professionals’ causes such 
anger and distress with those who have been adopted, on top of the layers of anger
 of their own primal wound of abandonment. The adopted child, with the anger of
 non recognition, of not being considered, of the devastating rejection and other 
violent, vulnerable feelings must not be left out of pre and perinatal work – where 
the loss and anger can be radiated and worked through for a new sense of self.

How Does This Very Early Anger Imprinting Manifest After Birth?

In an age where violence rages our planet watch baby faces carefully. A cross baby,
 born in anger, is telling us something. In the past, gruesome, screwed lip faces and
 screaming voices were seen as ‘normal’. Chamberlain (1998) Sleepless nights for
 months on end may be the result of inter uterine anger or cord difficulties or the 
need for early anger imprinting to be dissipated. Ward (1998) Feelings of betrayal
 are linked with anger and violence, separation and loss. Oaklander (1978)
 describes anger in the children she works with as being like some awful, lurking
 monster having to be pushed down, suppressed, deflected and avoided. Where does 
it come from?


Bullying


This is the persistent, wilful, conscious desire to hurt another and put that person 
under stress. As bullying is aggression then those who bully have an aggressive
 attitude towards parents, teachers and peers. Ward (1998). Connecting bullying to 
conception, inter uterine and birth trauma, wherever the aggressive action has 
come from, it is connected with fear, and the child or adult who bullies may have 
had an aggressive reaction to a trauma with a real underlying fear of dying. 
Bullying may lead to many other forms of violence.

War and Violence

Although not all anger comes from the pre and perinatal time, work in our field of
 Pre and Perinatal Psychotherapy over the years throws an entirely new light on the 
forms of human violence perpetrating the global crisis. Violence is displayed in the
 form of wars, riots, murder, torture, terrorism and crime, all of which seems to be 
escalating. Many of these forms of violence can only come from individuals
 collectively. War would be the greatest struggle between nations. National leaders
 may take us into war as they act out their own perinatal dynamics in gruesome 
ways – and others follow their own dynamics. These are so hidden, repressed and 
overlaid with defences that the conscious mind has absolutely no access to them as 
being part of one’s unconscious. Adzema (1996) stresses that consequently the 
conscious mind is completely able to convince itself that those dynamics are actual,
 real and doubtless part of the situation – and requires an actual real and extreme 
response.


What Do We Do About It?


Realise it begins before conception. Take seriously the research that is rapidly 
growing from hundreds of researchers in diverse aspects of Pre and Perinatal
 Psychology throughout the world. In our experiential psychotherapy we discover 
in depths of the human psyche, aspects of human nature that are much deeper, and
 go further back than is comfortable for many people to perhaps want to know. As 
the human race, we have much to learn, and more to take responsibility for. It is
 said that ignorance is the only sin. Parents, psychologists, the medical profession,
 all of us have treated the earliest period of human development – from 
preconception to birth – as an insensitive, unconscious, unfeeling period of growth.
 Babies are teaching us the opposite.

Realise that the time in the womb is crucial and that the painful and life threatening 
experiences associated with pregnancy abuse and the passage through the birth 
canal naturally provoke a corresponding violent response – it acts as a psychic draw 
to later life situations. Teach mothers to be that emotions of deep anger can be
 dissipated in the womb. If mother is aware of her own emotions, and owns them
 the foetus does not have to imbibe them. Even though the foetus may feel the
 anger, the clarity of who the anger belongs to, can lessen the impact on the foetus.
 The love of the mother and father can help to decrease the impact of outside anger 
and tensions. This good, understanding parenting is essential. No parent really
 wants their child to suffer.

Discuss seriously whether changed birthing and childcaring methods would
 prevent violent acts of crimes and war. Leboyer (1976) was a major force in the 
argument towards more gentle birthing methods. He taught that violent births breed
 violence, gentleness breeds gentleness and peace encourages peace.

Enlighten people that this early imprinting research is FACT. New-born babies and
 also adults who were traumatised in this early period are teaching us this. These
 early imprinting memories arise when the problems presented by people are related
 to these areas. This repository of aggressive, angry tendencies is harboured in the
 unconscious for the rest of our lives, until or unless we make an effort to confront 
them or transform them in some variety of self-explorations.

Happy Conceptions Make Happy Babies Make Happy People Make a 
Happy World


We are coming to the beginning of a new earth story – we are moving towards 
global civilisation in the next millennium, expanding out into our universe and
 proposed planetary exploration. Let us not make Star Wars fact!

A new conscious gestation is required that has never taken place before in the 
history of mankind and our planet. This consciousness is necessary to understand.

How we are prepared for before conception –

How we are conceived -

How we are treated in the womb -

How we are born -

Influences our life long behaviour.

Conclusively we live our lives.

According to the trauma or

Glory of our conception

And our birth.


Bibliography and Further Reading:

Michael D Adzema, MA THe Scenery of Healing: Commentary on de Mause’s 
”Restaging of Foetal Trauma in War and Social violence
” Pre and Perinatal Psychology Journal Vol. 10 Number 4 Summer 1996

J.P and F Baker, Conscious Conception: Elemental Journey through the Labyrinth
 of Sexuality. North Atlantic Books. 1986

Michael S Broder An Eclectic Approach to Primal Integration P I Press Toronto 
Canada 1976

David Chamberlain,: Babies Remember Birth now republished as The Mind of your 
Newborn Baby, North Atlantic Books 1998

David Chamberlain. Birth and the Origins of Violence. What babies are teaching
 us about Violence. Pre and Perinatal Journal Vol. 10 Winter 1995

Lloyd de Mause, Restaging Foetal Traumas in War and Social Violence. Pre and
 Perinatal Journal Vol. 10 Number 4 Summer 1996

Jane Butterfield English, Different Doorway Adventures of a Caesarian Born
 Earth Heart 1985

Leslie Feher, The Psychology of Birth The Foundation of Human Personality 1980

Stanistav Grof, The Cosmic Game Explorations in the Frontiers of Human
 Consciousness Pd Newleaf 1998

A lanniruberto & E Tajani, Ultrasonographic Studies of Foetal Movements. 
Seminars in Perinatology. 5(2) pages 175-181 (from Chamberlain 1998)

Michael Irving, Literature Review and Bibliography of Pre and Perinatal
 Psychology and Art Therapy with an addendum on Natalism and Natalistic
 Therapy. 1991

Robyn L Irving – Neto and Thomas Verny, Pre and Perinatal Experiences and
 Personality: A Retrospective Analysis. Pre and Perinatal Psychology Journal 
Vol. 7 Number 2 Winter 1992 15

Frank Lake. Tight Corners in Pastoral Counselling DLT 1981

Frank Lake. (Mutual Caring) The First Trimester. Written 1982 First Published
 1998 Ed by David Wasdell.

F Leboyer, Birth without Violence 1975

Roger C.S. M0ss, Frank Lake’s Maternal Foetal Distress Syndrome Published in 
Pre and Perinatal Psychology edited by Thomas R Verny MD

F J Mott, The universal Design of Creation Edenbridge. England

Bill Moyers, Healing and the Mind. Doubleday 1993

Elisabeth Noble, Primal Connections. How our experiences from Conception to 
Birth influence our emotions, behaviour and health. Simon and Schuster. 1993

Violet Oaklander, Windows to our Children Real People Press Utah 1978

Thomas Verny, The Secret life of the Unborn Child. A remarkable and controversial
 look at life before birth. Sphere Books 1981

Shirley Ward, Birth Trauma in Infants and Children Inside Out Number 33 
Summer 1998.

Shirley Ward Med.Dip.Ed has been actively involved in the work of the late Dr 
Frank Lake since 1977. She is Co -Director of Amethyst where she runs a busy
 private practice. In her research she continues to find evidence leading to the 
existence of foetal consciousness. Recently she has developed the concept of fractal
 healing, looking at the ways in which our parents were prepared, or not prepared, 
for our conception. This creates a fractal wave, or patterning, which influences our 
life long behaviour. She is the principal lecturer for the Amethyst Pre and Perinatal
 Psychotherapy Training Diploma, is an International Advisor to the Association 
for Pre and Perinatal Psychology and Health in North America and lectures and 
facilitates workshops at the United Nations in Vienna.


Shirley can he contacted at Amythyst, 28 Beech Court, Killiney, Co. Dublin Tel:
2850976